{"id":190,"date":"2013-10-06T21:29:43","date_gmt":"2013-10-07T04:29:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/?p=190"},"modified":"2013-10-06T21:29:43","modified_gmt":"2013-10-07T04:29:43","slug":"wrestling-the-muse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/?p=190","title":{"rendered":"Wrestling the Muse"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>On Facebook today, I mentioned how I was going to head to Starbucks to &#8220;wrestle some words out of my muse.&#8221; My friend Pol asked if that was really the kind of relationship I wanted to have with my muse.  I then let inspiration guide me in describing my muse as less of a fragile cherub and more of a hard hitting thug.  This all amused me very much.<\/p>\n<p>It did get me to thinking about how my writing process has changed over the years, though.<\/p>\n<p>It used to be that I&#8217;d sit in front of the computer and just sort of let the words roll out of me.  I wouldn&#8217;t necessarily have a plan or an idea of what I was going to write.  I might get some ideas of where I wanted to go after I started, but those were just guidelines.  The experience was just like reading, only the words would appear as my hands and eyes made them appear.<\/p>\n<p>I can still allow that type of writing to take me.  That&#8217;s how my blog posts form, most of the time.  I&#8217;ll have some inkling of an idea of a subject, but the form and message presents itself as I&#8217;m typing.<\/p>\n<p>When I&#8217;m working on my novel or a short story, though, it doesn&#8217;t really work that well.  I have to give myself a little more structure, and a little more thought about plot.  When I let it just wander, it tends to wander into nonsense, or form into something I don&#8217;t like enough to finish.<\/p>\n<p>The writing process these days very much is a matter of wrestling.  I have to force myself to put my butt in the chair, my hands on the keyboard, and then move the story in a direction that is coherent.<\/p>\n<p>I still get inspired, and it doesn&#8217;t always feel like work.  Usually, the story idea itself is a matter of inspiration.  There is still room for me to be surprised by what I&#8217;m writing, but only within the confines of the structure I build out of words.  That construction is difficult, and it often makes me tense.  Some days, I&#8217;m able to wrestle the muse down and get some good writing out of it.  Other days, the muse defeats me, and chases me off to do something mindless, like a video game or a Star Trek marathon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On Facebook today, I mentioned how I was going to head to Starbucks to &#8220;wrestle some words out of my muse.&#8221; My friend Pol asked if that was really the kind of relationship I wanted to have with my muse. I then let inspiration guide me in describing my muse as less of a fragile [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=190"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":191,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/190\/revisions\/191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/briancebuhl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}