I just updated my “About” page to reflect that I’m a full-time programmer. Let me elaborate a little bit.
I currently work for a small electrical metering company. I create windows applications and services, and web applications. I help with other tasks as well, and I bring in doughnuts every Monday. It’s a really nice environment, and I feel very comfortable and welcome in my workplace.
I want to emphasize that I’m in a really great job, because it was part of my plan in pursuing my writing career.
In 2011, I worked some place that wasn’t nearly so comfortable. I was underpaid and unappreciated. I was very unhappy. I wasn’t writing much at all. I’d pretty much given up on several dreams, and I was fairly depressed.
I was in this low state of mind when my friend Michael posted to Facebook that he had an extra ticket for WorldCon in Reno. I’d heard of the Hugo awards, but I didn’t really know much about WorldCon. I got the ticket, gave Michael a ride to Reno, and attended with very little in the way of expectations.
It was like I’d gone home. I’d found my people.
I attended panels and took fastidious notes. I rubbed shoulders with fans and authors, usually unable to distinguish one from the other. I got to sit with and converse with Sheila Williams and Glen Cook. I found people that shared a love of the same stories that I loved. It was like waking up from a bad dream.
During this fantastic experience, I received a call from work, giving me some news I didn’t care for. All they said was that they were moving my desk, and that the move wasn’t going to wait until I was back from Reno. In the grand scheme of things, that’s not the worst thing in the world. However, it struck a sour chord in me. It was a reminder of the world I was temporarily separated from, that I would return to at the end of the convention.
I growled, grit my teeth, and then pushed the call to the back of my mind. I enjoyed the rest of the con.
Eventually, the con ended, and I went home. Then I went back to work and saw just how crummy my new work environment was. And that was it. I vowed to get away from that place and work somewhere that I’d be happier. I was sure that if I was happier, I’d write more.
I’m definitely happier. I have written more, but the words aren’t exactly flowing just yet. I’ll talk more about that in another post.